Shift

It’s been a minute since my last blog post, and wow, life got hectic—too hectic. My work-life balance took a nosedive, and honestly, it’s still a bit shaky. But lately, something’s shifting in my perspective, like a light finally breaking through the chaos that’s been at war in my mind.

I’m realizing that the noise drowning out my thoughts is coming from the countless hours I pour into a career that no longer brings me meaning. I’m ending each day mentally exhausted, too drained to focus on what I truly love. I’ve spent so much energy motivating and inspiring others that I’ve been left running on empty. And, let’s be real—how defeating is that?

But here’s the thing: I’m ready to fight for a change. I want to simplify, to find ways to quiet that noise and rediscover the passion that I once had.

I’ve been saying to my husband over and over, “I just want to cash it all in and bet on myself.” Sounds crazy, right?! And, as always, he says, “I’ll support whatever you decide.” But the reality is—it’s not quite the right time. Still, I can’t help but wonder: are there other women out there, right around my age, feeling this same tug-of-war?

Are we really meant to work ourselves to the bone until we hit our mid-60s, and then, finally, try to enjoy what’s left of life? I mean, how many of us are pouring everything into our careers—hitting mental exhaustion, stress levels through the roof, forgetting things as soon as we’re told? Are we sacrificing the now for some distant “someday”?

Winter is tough for me. The slower pace, the stillness—it all means I’m moving around less, with way too much time to stew over things that don’t add value to my life. Somehow, the season seems to amplify all the thoughts I’d rather not dwell on.

I’m leaning into this shift more and more. Instead of giving until there’s nothing left, I’m saving some of that energy for myself. I’ve started upskilling, diving into new things that will add value to the farm and strengthen me personally. Plus, my husband’s recent passion project—totally unrelated to the farm—has me dusting off my design skills, bringing a little of the “old me” back. It’s been refreshing to feel that spark again.

I’ve come to realize that my mental health is worth so much more than any rung on the corporate ladder. The higher I climb, the clearer that truth becomes.

Moral of the story… The best thing you can do is lean into the shift. You will often find that happiness has been waiting for you. ♥️✌🏼 Jamie